Looking for Calmness

When Lindsey was young our days consisted of multiple therapy appointments, many Dr. appointments, teacher phone calls, and paper work. Though there were very few, I could sometimes find a day of no appointments, no paper work, and maybe a day with no temper tantrum. It seemed to be when I was at my braking…

Our Orchard/Garden

Todd asked me a couple weeks ago about what I thought of some more fruit trees. We currently have 4 apple trees that we planted 3 years ago. Todd has enjoyed the trees and apple pie making with my Mom. I agreed to 2 cherry trees and 2 pear trees. When he gets something going…

Grieving Process

When having children most parents have a dream for them. It’s our dream, maybe not there dream. We envision things like our children walking, talking, smiling, having friends, being in sports, music, band, acting, collage, jobs, dating, wedding, baby’s, and much success along the way. We want things to be better for them than it…

Waiting For A REAL Hug

Lindsey came over to drop off some drawings that will be used for kids at Fraser to color. She always puts a smile on my face. Today was no different. When she was leaving we said our goodbyes. We gave each other a air hug. She said “I can’t wait until I can have a…

We Can Laugh About It Now

“There is no time like the old time, when you and I were young.“— Oliver Wendell Holmes Jr. When Lindsey was a senior in high school, she did a house-sitting job for some family friends. I didn’t want her to feel lonely so I stayed a couple nights. We were having so much fun watching…

Bon Appetit

Lindsey is enjoying her time at home cooking foods from all over the world. From paella to sweet and sour chicken with mix veggies and rice. Who would of thought with all the food sensitivities Lindsey had, that she would love cooking and eating so many different foods. Before Lindsey went to Spain, she had…

Art

As an artist, I have been drawing over 13 years. I began developing my talent at the age of 13. Throughout the years, I have been drawing things that are passionate to me like Titanic, Frida Kahlo, people and celebrities, still life objects, animals, etc. I also draw things that explain my personality. For example,…

Diagnosing Autism Disorder for Lindsey

There is no blood test, there is not an x-ray, and it’s not a quick diagnosis for Autism Disorder. Lindsey was seen by multiple Doctors, Therapist, Psychologist, and Psychiatrist. She pushed me away from the day she was born. It appeared to me that when I touched her I was hurting her. The doctor reassured…

Signs Of Hope

The sun is shining, the birds are singing, and the flowers are popping up. Looking at nature tells me life goes on. The birds aren’t living any different. The flowers don’t know there is a pandemic going on. The sun looks the same. Some days it out, other days it’s not. When our family was…